that I don’t regret never mending things with you.  What happened between us is in the past and it can never be taken back, but I wish there was some way we could have talked it out.  Zachary Clark, you were truly an individual and one of the funniest people I’ve ever met in my 17 years of being alive.  I’m so sorry that I went around talking down about you because of what happened because we both know that we were just stupid and that it was something that should have never happened.  I never thought you were a bad person, I was just upset with myself.  I miss you and love you and wish we could have had the friendship we never really had, at least not for a long period of time.  The last time I saw you was on October 2nd of 2010 and we didn’t talk for long, but hugs and smiles were shared.  I’m glad we both grew up and moved on.  A year and a half later, I saw you for the last time at your funeral service and I’m so glad I went because that was the closest thing to closure I would ever get.  I hope you forgive me for everything that happened, and I should have never taken you for granted.  Rest in peace, love. <3

December 20th, 1991-April 7th, 2012.